Monday, April 30, 2007
I don't want anything now. Leave me alone, period.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 1:07 PM
1:07 PM
lol. It's only 10.44am but I wanna just do a shoutout to all you earlybirds out there who weren't sleeping at midnight last night! hah. Thanks for remembering!! Super touched man. :)
Thanks for the birthday wishes (in no order):
Sivam - Thanks for being number 1, like maybe 3 years in a row? LOL. This is the guy who claims that he's the cute guy staying nearby. Thanks for the tribute on ur blog, nicely done. But, a bit exaggerated don't you think? :)
Angeline - Shopping with her rocks. More shopping trips to come. The planning of HK trip in progress?
Jx - The only one who called on time at exactly midnight, or so he claims. (mine showed that it was 12.07am) hah! and sang a b'day song. heh. loves.
Jas - stayoverr!! we're might be goin to taiwan yes? hahaha.
Jac - thanks for wishing me over 2 mediums, tag and msn. you're one of the earliest!! =D
Ber - Study for SAT la girl. haha.! nearly died working with her. not cos of her. it's cos of the work. Stay blissfully attached yeah. I'm sure you'll. haha.
Eugene (Dunman) - Whoo! He never fails to remember. ((:
Stephie darling - LOVELOVELOVE. I dunno what else to say! Gonna meet her later! woots.
Socks - Thanks for being 1h43mins late. haha! kidding la! meet up again k! My noobie friend @ ClarkeQuay. ((:
JBoy - A PRO. lol. Thanks for the tribute on your blog. hahah! I'm honoured.
SS Ann - Despite being outta contact for almost 6 years, she always smses every year. <3
Fung - Thanks! Gotta meet up with her soon. lol.
Jasl - She's always so busy with poly stuff! ahah. Hope to meet up with her soon.
Erica - ((: I can never thank you enough for the encouragements you showered me with when I was down and out, totally stressed over cca and studies. I'm glad we made it through the toughest of times!
Eugene (s10) - The days during our first 3 months were the best! He's probably the one of the few i remain in contact with. Thanks!
Eugene (My brother's tutor) - LOL. Stay happily attached ah you. Doubt u'll see this though. look at the number of eugenes in my life. Squash captain in MJ also another eugene. wahahha.
Teng - SHE MAKES OUR NIGHTS A WHOLE LOT MORE INTERESTING. i'll get my license soon k! Come find me for squash, anytime babe.
Mel - Just met her. she's damn funny.!! Hopefully we'll get to meet up again.
Hyde - I have not changed. alright? heh..
Pat - Citibank slacker!! haha. thanks!
darren S10 - Enjoying army? haha. =)
Keong - Don't say I'm old. cos you are a year OLDER! haha. thankss!!
Heihachi - The one with quirky ideas. hah. thanks for the wishes. if i had the cash, i'd definately have considered goin Hokkaido. =( anw, thanks for sharing that NEET is actually.. NOT currently engaged in EMPLOYMENT, EDUCATION or TRAINING. we're both NEETs. hurs.
and last but very not the least, (this really came as a surprise) my dad.
omg! he smsed before my mum did! and my mum's usually the one who does this kinda thing. Wah, nearly teared. I think this might be the first time in my entire span of 19 (shit. i'm old. thanks jboy.) years. I'll learn to cherish my dad more and stop taking stuff for granted. It went "Happy Birthday to my dearest daughter - Janice." T.T
Alright. I spent alot of time blogging. Should be getting ready to go out. cya peeps!
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 10:43 AM
10:43 AM
Sunday, April 29, 2007
It's no wonder they say that you won't learn to treasure something till you have completely lost it. It feels good to be blogging after almost 2 weeks of absence. I miss
blogginggg!!
haha. alright. So we've finally bought a new computer, the specs are damn power. I think it can play
dota and CS without even lagging a single bit, toggle between the 2 windows within the time frame of less than a split second.
ahah. dunno how true that is cos it's been untested YET.
Anyway, working at the expo was a hell of an experience. Totally Dreadful with a capital D. I'm glad that it's all over. The only consolation has to probably be that I've gotten closer to Ber, who has been kinda MIA from my life since after first 3 months. It's great to rekindle close friendships! That woman spends ALOT by the way. hah. Good taste though, like mine. wahahha. =)
Anyway, my second time at MOS was a relatively short one, the music wasn't v good. Maybe it's cos we weren't there long enough or that the timing was such that they didn't play the right music when we were there. But, I think I would have been better off staying at home, perhaps on the phone with a particular person. =D
Okay! At least i managed to give a super duper brief summary of my 2 weeks before the clock strikes 12 today. Might just update the events randomly in future posts, if the thought just surfaces. Don't say I never update before my b'day k! hahah. Tireddd. Gonna take pics of the lovely Prints notebook you peeps gave. THANKS! :)
Btw, i got accepted into all 3 unis, NUS biz, NTU acc, SMU acc. Time to make a choice.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 11:47 PM
11:47 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
My life now comprises of SAT books, the home telephone, my dearest friend / colleague / fellow whiner
bertina and
lotsa research info on the market economies, zooming in on the hair industries of the
Asean countries. That pretty much sums up my life.
Know what's surprising!? Even I'm shocked la. Despite being stationed in
Changi where there are hardly ANY shops around, I can easily squander 30 to 40 bucks on food (supper and many other
miscellaneous food items), an accessory and CAB FARES. Okay, the cab fares are really THE bomb.
These few days I've been out with Ber and one night out with teng. Just being out with these 2 peeps, you'll tend to eat alot, and i mean alottt. That night I was out with teng and we had macs, LARGE fries, choc sundae and a large drink. Then after that we drove to tamp 201 where we had prata and a plate of mee goreng or something. After that we went for the chalet and we were offered somemore drinks and stuff. zz! DIE LA. damnit. I'm gonna go into the uni looking like an elephant.
And ber, we're like all talk and no work done. HAHA. At work, our stupid PLP and excel's like that. Not to mention, we haven't touched our SAT books very much huh!? What's that about studying? Yours looks COMPLETELY new while mine has doggy ears only because I borrowed it from the library and the last guy who borrowed it probably made better use outta the book than I did.
Don't think we're gonna study tomorrow either cos we've got a briefing / interview down at another company. After all that interview crap with the respective unis, I'm finally gonna a qualified interviewer for a company! Wonder how that's gonna be like. I'm gonna be the one who throws crap questions at others! Shiok! hahaha.
Time to mug again. Damn tired, maybe I'll just go sleep.
After the call comes that is. HA. =x
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 9:55 PM
9:55 PM
Monday, April 16, 2007
Can't wait for 18 july! hahah.
I went out with teng and stef from s323 last night. As usual, teng drove us to Marina to meet stef and sped at a speed of 100km/h on a stretch of roads in pasir ris. Scary!!! hahahha. Our plan was to sit down at Mac to mug for SAT, but we ended up ordering sundaes, fries and a drink each! Then chit-chat for like half an hour and stef was ready to go. No studying done. And to think I actually lugged 3 thick books thinking that I'll at least cover one book. :/
After that we went to have dinner with stef at 11.30pm at tampines 201 then picked her friend up from the roadside (LOL.) and headed down for their friend's chalet at aloha loyang. Gambled a bit there, then came home at 2am. Teng gave his friend's friends a lift and I think they are ang mohs. I was laughing so hard when even they were terrified of the way teng was speeding! They were like exclaiming holy shit, we have hit 100km/h! Slow down! lol!!
Oh yeah. My parents brought back the new domestic helper yesterday which means that she'll be sleeping in my room henceforth. There goes my privacy. SIAN. In addition, no more late night chats in my room cos shes gotta sleep. zz.
One of the reasons why I wanna go NTU, the hostel - no sharing of room space.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 11:16 AM
11:16 AM
Friday, April 13, 2007
I spent alot of time memorising sentences and phrases to butter up to the interviewers yet I didn't get the questions that would allow me do so. In addtion, I even forgot to thank the interviewers! Yeah, I ought to pray real hard. :/
So I got over and done with that and I got another call this afternoon, from NTU office of admissions regarding my next interview, also one with the faculty of accountancy. hahah. Quite shocked that I'll have to go for an interview. Sian, competitive year sia.
CONGRATS TO ANGELINE (though i highly doubt that she'll be reading this), who passed her practical test on the
first try!! Zai la! 10 pts. woots. I ALSO WAN LICENSE! ((:
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 4:23 PM
4:23 PM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
I'M EMPLOYED! ((:for 2 weeks, nearby expo.
Does anyone know which buses go to expo? From pasir ris? hah.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 6:13 PM
6:13 PM
Slept at 4.30am last night. Thanks for the 121 minutes of
talktime on my mobile phone. Though it's gonna bust the limit for my free
talktime, it was worth every second. =D
I NEED FREE INCOMING CALLS.
and if I'm a lil greedier, a new N series nokia phone. :/
It's gonna be a
sian 2 to 3 weeks. But poor r is gonna be even more sian, and super duper tired today. Sorry!!
ahah. Well, won't be updating much I foresee, unless i have
alot of night life or
somethin. Cos I'll be mugging again, for SAT. I'm taking no chances k,
chiong ah!
K la, time to occupy and pack myself with activity after activity in order to kill time. I think I'm gonna write up a to-do-list.
haha. Gotta start thinking of the questions that'll be posed to me for tmr's accountancy interview with the SMU profs. zz. Maybe it'll be a leisure chat with lotsa easy peasy questions. Hope they don't whack me with world issues cos I know nuts about what's going on after last year's GP exam. lol.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 2:29 PM
2:29 PM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
2 of my closest friends. 1 dinner. 1 cuppa drink. Things going haywire. (But it has
nothin to do with the vodka green tea.) And it's not in my business to be bothered, at all. Called you to see if you're safely home that's all. ((:
I think about Jasmine, she's in
egypt/
israel for 2 whole
uncontactable weeks. I think about Rachel, she's always so busy with her hectic, fully packed schedule. Then I pick up my phone, only to put it down again.
Cacoon myself up in bed, blissful. Perhaps I just yearn for someone to listen to me. Though I've got no idea what I'm gonna blabber about, perhaps nothing related to what bothers me but..
damnit la. I've never felt so restricted in my writings before. It's one of those times you just can't put thoughts into words.
Sometimes I wish I was void of feelings, happiness, sadness, sorrow, hurt, bullshit. The irony? I can get very cold blooded. So much so that I'll get very upset and question why I'm treating others like that. I'm an
inconsistent person. Fucked up right. Totally.
Gonna get ready to have lunch with dearest aunt. Then, after settling some stuff I'm gonna head home and hit the
SATs book. It seems as though all of a sudden, I love the
cosyness of my room and I'm not wanting to step out of house/can't wait to get home.
Wtf's happening!? Totally not in a mood to go job hunting. Can jobs come
lookin for me instead? :/
On a side note, I wanna attend the
dunmanband gathering, but can't! =(
I know something yet it's like I know NUTS.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 9:31 AM
9:31 AM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
new playlist up, a mix of chinese songs, english - soul songs, rnb, japanese songs and instrumental - symphonic band songs. spent a good whole day on the computer just listening to music.
regarding steph's post, somehow i feel nostalgic too. i had my fair share of good and bad times in dunmanband. what i recall is the countless sectionals, late night concerts, bbq sessions, chalet, always buying bubble tea and waffle from opposite the school, staying back in the band store almost everyday, despite it being exam period, to fool around when there's no practice. haha. sad to say, many of the bandits went their seperate ways after secondary school. except for the few who made a point to meet up often. zz.
anyways, the experience i had in band will be unforgettable and memorable nevertheless.
oh yeah. i love the christian songs that i posted up. super upbeat and makes u wanna jump, worship and sing praises. ((: hmm. i recommand all of parachute band's, planetshakers, hillsongs, jojo, gareth gates, tanks, kenny g's.. crap. all are nice so i recommand all the songs la! haha. ENJOY.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 4:03 PM
4:03 PM
Monday, April 09, 2007
HELLO! ((:
both brothers are out, parents at work, and thus, since the computer is free, the jobless and unemployed me is here to blog!
haha. i just came back from driving in the morn. at last,
i'm gonna be
learnin some parking next lesson man! yeah. once i learnt that,
i'll be able to drive
illegally around PLUS park the car. not so
noob anymore right.
heh. =D
for some reason, the songs from
beyonce,
akon and usher seem to be
ringin in my head. erase the thought if you guys think it's cos of clubbing. it's cos the shops in
m'sia, regardless of whether it is those small shops or departmental stores, keep on
puttin those tracks on!
hahah.
i'm serious la.
i've heard the shops play irreplaceable at least 8 times in a day.
to the left to the left. =x i'm going nutters.
lotsa second hand smoke +
rnb music =
malaysia. doesn't it totally resemble a club?
hahah!!
alright, time to blog about the
m'sia trip before i.. 1. read today's today. 2. read through my manual driving book. 3. read the
four thick SAT books i borrowed from the library today. 4. grab plenty plenty of SLEEP.
m'sia day 1, friday.
angeline and myself got there at about 5am in the
mornin and slept at 6am till around 10am. it was the first time in my
lifeee stayin at a
kampong style house in
m'sia. usually when i go
m'sia it's usually with the gang of 3/4 other families,
stayin in a luxurious times square hotel room. not this time. i found out that the rooster is an automated alarm clock, super effective. cos there's no way to silence it unless you kill it! not like those alarm clocks that can be shut off once u hit the button or somethin. so everyday i'll wake up at 6am, toss and turn until it stops its morning call at 7 plus den wake up at 9.30.
anw, we had brunch at some noodle place then shop shop shop. bought about sg100 over bucks worth of stuff. and woo hoo, we got talent scouted by some person from a m'sia modelling agency. super surprising cos we had neither the height nor the looks. whahah. so she left when we told her that we weren't local. before we knew it, it was time for dinner. haha! so it was dinner with angeline's friend at some hong kong cafe there. her friend then sent us back. but before that.. we went to her college! it's just a building actually. not v spectacular. but since she was an arts - dnt student, all her classmates were guys, who kept asking us to stay and to "yam cha" (drink tea/coffee in cantonese) with them. they have a funny way of speaking. hah. i think it's their malaysian accent. but then we still headed back home cos it was so late. and we were exhausted as we didn't sleep much the night before.
m'sia day 2, saturday. we ate brunch at some turkish place in sungei wang. shop shop and shopped somemore. lotsa sales goin on! then we met up with her friend again and she sent us home. though she did ask again if we wanna "yam cha" cos her classmates have been pestering her to bring us over. haha. but again we refused and then went back. well, i learnt that clubbin in m'sia isn't cheaper than sg! it's RM50 exclusive of drinks. :/
after that, angeline's ah yi picked us up and we shifted house to another one. this time more modern. phew. i heaved a heavy sigh of relief. haha! didn't sleep properly that night either. no rooster but *ahem. some people were snorin thunderously! SIAN. there goes my sleep. imagine how badly i slept that night, we slept at 2am and had to wake up at 7am. i woke up
at least 5 times that night. that means on average once every hour! z.
m'sia day 3, sunday. hrm. the next morning i followed angeline, her grandma and ah yi to a nearby market to get some groceries. their market sells stuff other than geoceries la! ahha. angeline and myself managed to get a top there! damn cool. we spent the rest of the morn and afternoon (until 2pm) cabbing around from mall to mall but didn't purchase much stuffs. in fact, becos of the jam in KL we were almost late for our bus back to sg! our original plan was to leisurely take a car down to the bus terminal. well, we did take a car down but cos of the jam we had to get off the car earlier. so we ran down 4 streets, lugging all our luggages, and climbed/ran an overhead bridge to get to the bus terminal only to find out that the bus broke down and there was a 2 hour delay!! damnit. we ran through somethin like a obstacle course, lookin like a bunch of mad dogs for nothing! z.
glad to be back! there's no place like home! =D
p.s. EH. i've only been gone for 3 days and what's goin on guys!?!? UPDATES PLS. wah crap. i'm missing in action!! update me update me. i can't believe what i'm hearing. :/
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 5:55 PM
5:55 PM
